She has been wandering in dense fog for a long time. Her mind is a whirl of arguments and counter arguments. She once knew with clarity what she wanted or needed to do but when she hesitated uncertainty insinuated itself. The clarity she had was weakened and the energy of the original decision now has no outlet. A storm is brewing both within her and in the swelling clouds above. A bolt of lightening rips through the clouds and the ensuing thunder shakes her. The encrusted fear based confusion falls away as dust. She knows what she must do. She always did. Better a bolt of lightening than a Tower moment...
Yes indeed, a tap on the shoulder is better than a 2x4 upside the head! :D I imagine with clarity arriving, courage won't be far behind.
ReplyDeleteYes I think it will be :)
DeleteSometimes we do need a wake up call (or lightning bold) to quiet down our monkey mind and disperse the clouds
ReplyDeleteI hope you'll find some clarity soon.
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I certainly got a wake up call today but I am glad it was a blessing :)
DeleteWe really do know what we must do, we just want some authentication, when we only really have to listen to our own inner voice of true. When we don't that's when the strike happens.
ReplyDeleteYes I think authentication is what I have been waiting for but like you say I already know :)
DeleteI knew someone who had buyers remorse over nearly everything they bought. Wretched way to live.
ReplyDeleteYes searching for happiness outside yourself, in consumption etc is a temporary and unsatisfactory fix. There won't be much 'buyers remorse' going on around here in the coming months. Another blessing to count :)
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