Daily Draw: Everyday Witch Tarot, Wheel of Fortune
I admit to feeling a bit uneasy to receive this card again. If I've set my intention why ask me to choose again? A warning perhaps?
Mulling it I think there are big opportunities in life and everyday ones which can add up to a big one or at least preparedness for when it comes along.
This card reminds me of my tendency to dream small. Lurking within there is a fear that dreaming big will trigger a providential backlash at the implied critique of my present fortunes.
It's a belief that sedimented in some hard life lessons in my twenties and I'm not sure I will ever unlearn it. All I can do is keep trying to move forward and if the wheels come off not take it so personally.
No one ever told me that grief felt so like fear.
C.S. Lewis 1898-1963